If you’re caring for a partner with dementia, hear this: You are not alone in your guilt.

You feel guilty.

Guilty for feeling lonely, even while your spouse sits right beside you.
Guilty for missing the conversations you used to have with your partner.
Guilty for wanting just one day when you don’t have to be the responsible one.
Guilty for snapping, for sighing, for thinking, I can’t do this another day.

Sometimes the guilt cuts even deeper:

• Guilt over placing your spouse in a memory care community.
• Guilt for making promises you have not been able to keep.
• Guilt because your wedding vows echo in your ears—in sickness and in health—and you feel like you’re failing.

You are not failing.

Dementia can be a cruel thief. It steals conversations, shared memories, inside jokes, quiet comfort, and the daily rituals that make a marriage feel like home.

But here’s what it can’t steal: The fact that you have loved, and that you still love, even if that love looks different now.

Your love isn’t gone. It’s changed. But it’s still there.

Placing your spouse in care doesn’t mean you’ve stopped loving them. It means you’re protecting them. It means you’re protecting both of you.

Needing space doesn’t mean you’re abandoning them. It means you’re human.

You are grieving losses that happen while your spouse is still physically here—a grief that’s invisible to many around you. The stuff that makes your heart drop….it doesn’t even make sense to other people. And maybe you’ve stopped even trying to explain it to them. This is your journey, and it’s unique.

So if guilt is knocking on your door today, gently remind yourself:

You’re still here.
You’re still loving.
You’re still trying.

That’s enough.

And you deserve compassion, too.